Ginsburg can’t get Amanda, and she can’t get rid of it.
The disadvantage of being a layman is that I don’t know how to explain myself to others. A friend of mine resigned at the age of 3 and went home at leisure. He found that the most embarrassing thing for him was that apart from his age, it was easy to take the subway and read novels. When he was idle, he chewed his nails and tore a note in the sun. He didn’t eat leeks, onions, dog meat and mutton. These trivial descriptions are hard to share, and it is even less enough for a person to be strong than to be able to devote himself to the socialist without reservation.
At the end of the shadow wind, an old-fashioned car passed through the mountain road in how can I tell, through all these clouds?. The voice-over came to Gu Xiaomeng’s last words. I’m not afraid of death. I’m afraid my wife doesn’t know me, so I’m dead in purgatory. I hope my family, Sister Yu, will forgive me for my decision at this moment, but I firmly believe that you will lose my feelings for you, my dear. My generation can spare no effort to save you in case my body is about to die, but my soul will be with you. The old ghost and gun will not be understood by the enemy, but a spirit and a belief.
Although this last word was smuggled by Morse code, it is a fact that Gu Xiaomeng is telling the world word by word who I am. In the face of this confession, a friend admits that he can’t read it every time, and Mai Jia explains that life is so dangerous and life is so difficult. Perhaps the only way to make ourselves strong, tenacious, calm and peaceful is to give ourselves to a belief.
In a sense, Gu Xiaomeng is fortunate that the nation is dying, which is almost the only way for young people with blood to die resolutely. Gu Xiaomeng can definitely and happily give their lives and become strong and broad in that higher life. Therefore, I can’t help but suspect that the real reason for making friends cry is that today we have not given ourselves away, and we can’t find a suitable reason or excuse that once made us strong and broad, dare to take on the challenge and win the belief. Everyone has slipped away and placed me wandering in the crowd.
Mai Jia tells us that the object worthy of payment can be a specific person or organization, or it can be a virtual person or organization. The key point is to let this person or organization you believe in all your life accompany you. You are heart to heart with breathing. This statement is sincere, but somehow I always remember that eight years ago, the line, lust, caution, women were unreliable, brothers were unreliable, and organizations with numbers were unreliable.
Another TV drama lurks in this spring. A guy named Xie Ruolin says that he has no creed and does espionage business wholeheartedly. Xie Ruolin has a classic line. If the future is flat, there will be no creed. What about money? Believe it or not, we should be glad that Yu Zecheng didn’t listen to him at that time, otherwise, thousands of Yu Zecheng in Qian Qian will have no chance to make money later. Of course, we must also expose Xie Ruolin’s contradictions at the height of philosophy. He is actually a materialist protector. Such people are generally called money worship.
Whether Xie Ruolin or Yu Zecheng Gu Xiaomeng, people will pay themselves to a higher person than themselves sooner or later in this life. There are all kinds of strange ideas about poetry and money. The question is whether you have gone through hundreds of painful thoughts before paying and struggled after paying. Can you keep even a little doubt on that higher level in the shadow? It is always doubtful that reflection is too easy to commit to others. It is always doubtful that you will struggle before and lack sincerity. It is an unbearable ignorance to give it to others with a firm will, even if its belief is presented.
I wandered around the other day and saw my friend write that her friend said she was such a person, a vegetarian, a feminist, a same-sex marriage, animal protectionism, positive pessimism, that is, a western girl named Aanda. I heard that she was about to break up with her boyfriend because they argued for the middle of the night and didn’t say whether the other gay person was naural or unnaural. Otherwise, Aanda was reflecting on my overreaction?
The key is on the windowsill. The key is in the window. In the sunshine, I’ll take this key and get married. Allen, don’t take drugs. Love your mother. This is the last note from my mother to Ginsburg in the madhouse.
I know Ginsburg didn’t listen to his mother. I hope Aanda won’t break up with her boyfriend.
9 years
Let’s worry about our innocence.
This winter, I made a big visit to Oxford. Every afternoon, I turned right from the Zhetu Pavilion and walked 100 meters west along the stone road to the left-hand side of Mern Court. Mr. Yang Xianyi, a translator, studied here seven years ago.
In the past, Mr. Yang recalled that Oxford University had strict rules and regulations, and students were forbidden to patronize nearby pubs after 1 pm. It was fun by nature. He repeatedly went back to school or climbed over the wall or slid in from the coal passage when he exceeded the regulations.
Seven years have passed, and now the people of Sri Lanka have passed away, including a dream of red mansions, which is translated into curiosity by thousands of words in the emperor. I searched Baidu Encyclopedia and Oxford’s well-known alumni records, but I couldn’t find Yang Xianyi’s name, John Locke Shelley’s Eliot Stephen Hawking Bill Clinton. Among them, two people from China are famous, one is Mr. Qian Zhong, and the other is still studying in Bo Guagua.
I don’t know whether Yang Xianyi is qualified to be a well-known Oxford alumnus. I know that he was awarded the honorary doctorate of Doctor Wen in Hong Kong in March 1994. It was Yang Xianyi’s fun to write this poem, mocking the rat’s skin and slapstick the monkey, and he was crowned with prestige. In 1965, Mrs. Yang Dai Naidie once praised the English translation of the great leader and wrote comments on Childish naivety. I guess Yang Xianyi definitely wouldn’t care about the reputation of well-known Oxford alumni. If he knew this list, he would certainly laugh it off.
Although Childish is not a good word, it is not too harsh to condemn it as Childish and stupid. In the eyes of a lover, a naive and stupid man may still be a little more lovely. Although history has repeatedly awakened, a large group of naive and stupid adults often get together to toss about prehistoric cases. The farce is a tragedy. My British landlord Nik told me that compared with childish, another word Nave is full of praise. A person is naive or straightforward in English, and Beauifulnave childlike.
The fifth time in a Dream of Red Mansions, Jia Baoyu went into the room with Qin Keqing to have a rest. When he saw the couplets, he asked about human feelings, that is, the article was extremely uncomfortable. He immediately shouted, "Go, go, go." In my opinion, Jia Baoyu reacted enough, but he didn’t say naveBeauiful, and he didn’t have a dirty and poor sexual reaction to the adult world. It’s a pity that every teenager has experienced this kind of protection machine, which usually won’t last long. Sooner or later, Baoyu will run out of time, but
Compared with Yang Xianyi, although he had a rough life, many of his lines were really called beautiful nave. In 1981, Yang Xianyi visited Ireland with a delegation. In the farewell party in Ireland, a singer sang a gentle and moving love song. Danny boy responded to the Chinese delegation and sang a five-star red flag flying in the wind. Yang Xianyi recalled that because there was no professional singer in the group, the audience applauded politely but was not enthusiastic. Yang thought it was too bad to let the party end, so he volunteered to sing that Danny. When the boy married, he was 68 years old. Yang Xianyi sang loudly with the lyrics borrowed temporarily. After I finished singing, the audience applauded me like thunder for a long time. Everyone got up and sang with me. The lady was very moved to tears. I may give a wrong impression when I said this. I must have a beautiful voice, but this is not the case. I grasped the root spirit of the party and was full of friendship and very happy.
In his later years, Yang Xianyi used to write poems to express his position when he saw right and wrong, but he occasionally suffered from gains and losses. After a hundred years of resentment, Yang Xianyi never wanted to be a martyr. Although thousands of people have gone to the strong and fierce, he has no martyr complex. Of course, Yang Xianyi is not a saint. Cao Cao is a poet and a woman because they are like-minded. In Yang Xianyi’s long 95-year life, he has always embraced a Beauifulnave.
I once posted mian to life, and responded by saying that I see right and wrong without being reckless. I also read the reply. At the moment, I suddenly remembered that I heard a song 15 years ago. No one knows where we are going. If you want to be lonely, come and join. You are young, they are old, and you want to show yourself. The sun shines on your shoulders, revealing your shy face. You are still fresh. They are ripe. You are worried about your innocence.
Let’s worry about our innocence together.
1 year
Shoot Blair
Eric Blair, a 19-year-old Englishman, traveled across the ocean to serve in moulmein, Myanmar. His identity was as a divisional officer of the Royal Indian Police. This job made him often feel anxious and agitated, and the anti-European sentiment in the colony was very strong. Although there were no mass protests, it was not pleasant to be ridiculed and heckled by the local people every day.
One morning, Blair received a message that an estrus elephant was rampaging through the market and asked if he could be at a loss. Blair hung up and picked up a small caliber rifle and rode off.
This elephant didn’t level a bamboo house, trampled a cow to death, knocked over several water stalls and trampled an Indian, but Blair didn’t want to shoot the elephant hand. This rifle was too small in caliber and not powerful enough. His original intention was to defend the elephant. When he finally found it, it was chewing grass peacefully and looked as harmless as a cow. Killing a local worker was like destroying an expensive giant machine.
However, the development of the situation was out of Blair’s control. He was surrounded by more than 2,000 locals who were eagerly waiting for the theater. Blair realized that he would be an absolute fool if he didn’t have a gun, so he changed to another rifle with more power and shot at the elephant.
As it turned out, it was a complete disaster. Young Blair didn’t know how to shoot an elephant. He shot the gun into the elephant’s head, heart and throat again and again until the poor elephant didn’t die completely in front of him.
Blair’s shooting of the elephant caused a lot of controversy in the colonial department, but Blair knew that his real motive for shooting the elephant was not to look like a fool in front of everyone.
A very technical term for Blair’s motivation is exposure anxiety disorder, that is, fear of showing weakness in front of others. Its basic logic is that if you can’t be firm, your body status will be degraded.
American Shore said that exposing anxiety patients is an individual but also a country. When Blair was surrounded by more than 2,000 local people, he was not a 19-year-old white child with two wars, but also the symbol embodiment of the British Empire in the Far East.
Blair must gun not because the British empire can’t show weakness, but because the British empire needs to respond to the public opinion of the 2,000 local people behind him. These guys are waiting to carve up elephant meat with buckets and baskets.
Blair recalled afterwards that once the white man became a tyrant, he destroyed himself, and he became a false appearance. Because he ruled Woodenhead, his generation tried its best to lock the aborigines, so he had to do what the aborigines expected him to do in every emergency.
What’s more tragic is that Blair failed to escape as a fool even though he got a gun. The reason is very simple. First of all, Blair failed to shoot an elephant, which fully exposed the stupidity and clumsiness of Blair, a white man. Second, although Blair actively responded to public opinion, he failed to win back the hearts of the people. The natives who carved up elephant meat would not appreciate him. The elephant owner resented him, and even his European compatriots thought it was too worthless to shoot an elephant because of a coolie.
Interesting is that for this kind of national politics that has to do what the indigenous people expect in an emergency, it is also a very professional term called responsive government respnsiveauhriarian. It is said that this ruling mode is characterized by responsibility respnsible, response Responsive and accountability aunable, and its advantage lies in high efficiency.
However, the problem is that when citizens lack independent political channels and judicial channels to influence or change the government’s decision-making, unilaterally emphasizing the responsibility and accountability of local officials will aggravate the problem. This is because local officials avoid their responsibilities, either take high-handed measures and never show weakness or buy public opinion at all costs. Which way will motivate people to take more extreme actions instead of sex at a time, so in this vicious circle, the more a country suffering from exposure anxiety pays attention to its response function, the more likely it will become. Blair said that the fake appearance of Woodenhead is highly efficient, but the resources are highly transparent.
In 19 years, Blair was 19 years old, and he was still confused about things around him. He was too young, had no education, and could not see clearly all the extremes of imperialism and colonialism. It was not until three years later that he wrote Animal Farm, and three years later, everyone knew his other name, George Orwell.
1 year
So what if it’s not?
A friend of mine, who is philosophical and speculative, is the most common mantra. Two one is not two, so what? These two statements seem ordinary and strange, but in fact, they are extremely lethal. Before eliminating all theoretical differences, they cancel the meaning of action, and the two guns are hit in series, which is unfavorable.